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[ID Two drawing collage pages of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun Maximum. In the first collage, top corner, Wolfwood looks upwards disgruntled with a flushed expression, lying against a pillow, as his hair is being pet by Vash's hand. Next shows Vash and Wolfwood from behind, Wolfwood with his top bare and hickies covers around his nape area. Vash lifts hair away from his nape and asks, "More?" Wolfwood nervously says, "No." Next is a side profile of Vash, his arms around Wolfwood from behind while Wolfwood rests his hands against Vash's arms. Next to this are two smaller drawings; Vash turns to Wolfwood and says repetitively, "Wolfwood, Wolfwood..." Wolfwood, not looking at him, says "What?" He finally turns his head and looks shocked as he exclaims, "So close!" Vash says plainly, "You just noticed?" Below these is a drawing of Vash and Wolfwood sitting together as Vash kisses and hugs him from behind with his right arm around Wolfwood's neck and his left hand around his side. He also has his right leg propped against Wolfwood's knee. Bottom of the page has a comic. Wolfwood looks annoyed, speaking to himself, "Where is that idiot?! Need to get out of town before--" A chat bubble exclaims, "Wolfwood!" The next panel shows Vash running from the townspeople, small text saying "Get him! Vash the stampede!". Wolfwood, mad and about to pull the Punisher off his shoulder, says, "Argh, you fucking dumbass!" Vash exclaims, "Ah, don't!" before pulling Wolfwood into a quick kiss. He then tugs on Wolfwood's collar and says, "There's no need to shoot, just run!" Wolfwood stammers, "R-right..." with a flushed, dumbstruck expression.
Second collage; Top left, Wolfwood spoons Vash in bed, his arms around his chest and the other beneath Vash's head. Vash has his hand on top of Wolfwood's as he sleeps while Wolfwood lies awake. Behind this drawing is faint sketches of Vash's face. In a small panel, Wolfwood hides in Vash's neck as he mumbles to himself "Stop. Stop thinking embarrassing things, Wolfwood..." Beneath this drawing is another of them in bed, Vash now turned to Wolfwood and a hand on his cheek as he kisses him good morning. In a simpler style, Vash wraps an arm tightly around wolfwood with the text "snork mimimi" next to him while Wolfwood says, "We need to get up. Spikey! HEY!" In this corner, there are faint sketches of Vash and Wolfwood; one of them looking at each other; Vash kissing Wolfwood's forehead; Wolfwood saying, "Hand" with an outstretch hand and Vash says "ok" behind a drawing of them holding hands, both turned away from each other shyly. Next is a 4 panel comic. First shows Wolfwood's face getting squished by Vash's hands with the text "squish" around his face. Next, his cheeks are stretched with the text "Chee--" Wolfwood then hits Vash's face with his palm, exclaimining "That hurts!" The last shows Vash on Wolfwood's lap, smiling to himself as he continues to have Wolfwood's face in his hands. Next to this is another comic; A close up of their hands, Vash holding Wolfwood's with both of his. He then kisses the palm of Wolfwood's palm and says, "They're soft!" Wolfwood looks at him with flushed cheeks, "There's no way that's true..." END ID]
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#just posting first for now!!! wanted to have these two spreads together grah#ive been weirdly selective when it comes to posting on tumblr but i really need to start dropping everything from twitter/insta onto here...#anyway what is there to say... i like to just draw them being in love and silly. there are so many flavors to vw#and i so happened to really enjoy the intimate sickeningly affectionate aspect of it... lays down...#give these two touch and loved starved selfless individuals the chance to pour their entire being into loving the other....#thoguh in particular i drew these both for wolfwood wednesday (which is everyday to me) so theyre wolfwood centric#i think for some time i was just seeing a lot of work of vash being loved by wolfwood and obviously that makes sense#ww loves that fool so much and will love him two times as much for the love vash refuses to give himself#but i also love wolfwood and desperately needed to see wolfwood being loved so i drew it#bc it goes both ways... i def believe that ww would be adamant about giving affection to vash at first bc vash would hesitate asking#but once he gets comfortable vash's love pours and he'd noticed too that ww avoids getting spoiled affectionately bc of his own issues#vash is. stubborn to me. more so than wolfwood. he will destroy him with love!!!!!!!!!!!#and wolfwood will adjust and get used to it. being loved. loving. steadily but slowly as his days are filled with soft touches and reminders#that he's being handled gently and with care for the first time in a long time#ruporas art
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whatevr. go , my royal scarab
#trsmp#the realm smp#trsmp fanart#trsmp sneegsnag#sneegsnag#moth sneegsnag#but hes normal person sized#idk what possessed me to actually make a design for once#sneegsnag does that to a guy i suppose#kingdom of fools#dont ask me how long this took#just know i had fun#my art#peeled art
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TONGUES & TEETH - THE CRANE WIVES (THE FOOL IN HER WEDDING GOWN)
#ohhhhhhhhhhh they make me feel unwell#can they fuck already#just once is all I'm asking for#man I love the crane wives#they've got so many songs that make me think of fallout (and esp the tv show)#like#helloooo “the fool in her wedding gown” is literally lucy in ep 1#falloutposting#fallout#fotv#fallout tv series#fallout tv#fallout amazon#fallout prime#cooper howard#the ghoul fallout#lucy maclean#vaultghoul#ghoulcy#lucy x cooper#cooper x lucy#cw blood#cw gore
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I like the idea of red not really. Realizing that his feelings for green are romantic until they're like. Adults. Even after they reconcile and he comes down the mountain he's kinda operating under "we're best friends" assumptions. Not bc internalized homophobia or anything but he just. Can't tell the feelings apart. He doesn't have any friends other than green as a kid and as a teen he lived on a mountain alone so. All the feelings of loneliness and longing for green very well could be now you're supposed to feel about your Good Buddy in his mind. I think green realized way earlier that he Liked red and it did freak him out. So after they reconcile and green has given him a whole speech about needing red in his life and how only red understands him and completes him n whatever he's like. Ahh it feels so good to confess my feelings...only for red to nod sagely and tell him I feel the same. I need you too. You'll always be My Best Friend.
#i dknt have a reaction image that can sum up how green felt at thay momsnt#they talk it out eventually but for one moment green wonders why arceus would make a fool of him like this#reguri#trainer red#trainer blue#althouvh he is green TO ME#do you see my vision. when gou have no other frame of reference all feelinfs can be platonic#eben if you lay awake thinking kf them at night. and feel sixk when theyre nice to other people.#and want to die jf you think they have a crush on someone else. those are just bff feelings.#see j djdnt know you could be gay until i was asked if i wad bc i wouldn't stfu about my best friend. it just didnt cross my mind.#so red js going through smyh similar.#he just didnt have anyone to ask him the “are yoy a lesbian or somethinf” question#also once he realizes they are romantic hes like oh that makes sense. theres no denial stage just#being unaware and then acceptance and revelation.#blue oak#green oak
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curled up into a fetal position sobbing because I just thought of a john & amanda glass coffin au. one where john realizes that amanda’s not following his method at the end of saw iii but jeff doesn’t kill either of them, so they both survive but amanda’s not an apprentice anymore. but she’s already an accomplice and she can’t return to normal life, so they they just continue separately, with john continuing to “test” people but unwilling to make hoffman his new apprentice in amanda’s place. and amanda continues with her rigged traps, targeting people that have wronged her. both of their murders are attributed to “jigsaw”, with the public unaware that they’re no longer working together.
&they still care so much for each other but john cares more about his “”legacy”” and he struggles to come to terms with the fact that now, amanda as an individual and his legacy are two separate entities. & he can’t keep letting her “ruin” his work by putting people in rigged traps but he obviously can’t go to the police and hoffman won’t help him which means he has to stop her himself. so they have this cat and mouse chase just like hoffman & strahm did in saw v (but like. lesbian daughter and unsupportive father version). and he still has to dig up information on her past like strahm did for hoffman, which forces him to confront the life that he told her to leave behind for the sake of their work.
&the entire theme of the glass coffin being trust, so when amanda’s asking him to enter the glass coffin she’s asking him if he can still trust her, if he ever really trusted her in the first place. if it’s too late for him to ever trust her again. he said he trusted her to carry on his legacy, but can he trust her to save his life?
&just like in saw v, he throws her into the coffin & makes her watch him die
#saw#saw franchise#sawposting#saw 2004#amanda young#saw v#john kramer#their relationship is a constant knife in my side and watching saws iii or x is the equivalent of playing bop it with the handle#long post#the glass coffin dialogue but for john & amanda???#your dedication is to be commended. but I ask if there’s anything else you’ve learned on your journey.#as the old adage goes: fool me once shame on you. fool me twice shame on me’…#i’m asking you john. have you learned to trust me? if you haven’t this room will forever be your tomb and my legacy will become yours.
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just read the new mutants issue where Charles chose to stay behind in space and my god the juxtaposition between Charles trusting Erik and Erik joining the hellfire club and wondering at his own trust worthiness. I wonder how much of Charles decision was him ultimately trying to avoid the fact that his first class had seemingly betrayed mutant kind and not be willing to face them and how much of it was Dani and Illyana's reaction to him having Karma mind control Illyana. the fact that Illyana was depending on him to ease her mind through limbo and in choosing to stay he forced karma to do it instead, probably fucking up their relationship in the process.
I love him, this is crazy, how much of this is him trying to runaway and how much is this him not trusting himself to fix things and how much is it just him trusting Erik?
i keep trying to put into words my exact thoughts about the sitch but there really is a lot for one issue aintit... oh charles you and your brain...
#snap chats#thats why we have tag rambles AHAHA#ok so to tackle things one at a time charles ultimately deciding to stay in space despite his expressed want to return to earth#obviously it was when lilandra pointed out if her sister took charge of the shi'ar then the universe- earth included- would be in peril#charles notes his position as a losing one: whichever choice he makes he loses#he goes to earth then the universe could be at stake/he stays in space he loses his kids#of course charles COULD just put his faith in the starjammers but is that a risk he wants to take ? evidently not#charles' reoccurring flaw is he's willing to sacrifice personal relationships for the greater perceived good#even lilandra acknowledges this- that charles' homesickness for earth was an inevitability just as she is indebted to protecting the stars#so now his ruptured relationship with illyana and co- esp right after comforting a split illyana last issue#we've seen charles act more coldly/rashly when he's about to lose people (i think of his first death with the og5 mostly)#i mean it's a key part to charles' chara that he doesn't favor mind controlling others and im sure he has the same regard for his students#he's aware of the damage it can do and in this instance- for one reason or another- he orders it to be done regardless#im sure he does this as a form of defense: if his kids are upset with him they won't feel too bad about losing him and it'll be less painfu#obviously we still see sam wish charles farewell and wish for him to come back soon but yk.. worthy attempt..#and it's not as if charles wants them to hate him ENTIRELY.. he's still touched by sam's goodbye no.... fickle man he is..#i dont think charles is totally afraid to confront the og5- its what made him want to return to earth with the nms initially#tho again.. could his decision to stay in the stars be influenced by that? that maybe he ISNT prepared to confront them like he thought?#who's to say... not me i dont got that psych degree yet..#erik being charles' trusted confidant definitely made his decision easier on top of that: i mean is he needed if he has a substitute#i think charles DOES wholly trust erik: charles really doesnt approach his x-men half heartedly. from his pov ofc#if he didn't genuinely believe in erik's potential he wouldn't have picked him; hes a comforting thought when charles decides to depart#'although i'm gone erik understands me and my goals enough to continue my work as good as i would have so i have nothing to worry about'#which. yk. makes the whole White King thing kinda awkward VJAELVJEAKL charles you fool#i have no idea how this saga ends though... tbh im only on ish 45 of NM i just read 50 and 51 to get context for this ask#so i can only wait and see how this saga turns out... once i finish reading house of m/secret invasion stuff jvLKEJKA#idk im tired and rambling dont pay attention to me.. ramblin bout charles' brain is a good day for me regardless if i make sense jVLAJ
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I've been stickered once again!
#ask#non mdzs#this is like when someone peels the sticker off a piece of fruit and sticks it on your back#except more public and permanent . And more of an honour b/c its costs *money* to prank me like this#the best part is this time its NOT AN ANON#Like....who was that....who made me an april fool? I yearn to know.....#I can *directly* thank you Mx. Geralt of Trivia! Once I get back home I'll credit you in my FAQ. The people need to know who my sponsors ar#And thank you especially for all your support! I always look forwards to your comments B*)#Every time I see stickers 3 and 4...I'll think of you
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casually ignores the bit about angst
pio had to pull him down ghsdlhfdlk
And I was thinking "maybe I should sleep" NOW I'M WIDE AWAKE7 WHSIJSJSMANANANANJCRRCJPEBFVIPJEFVJI02CR0HIV2RI0HF24I0H2RGHI0FR20I2GRHI0C2RI0H24CHI0FPHI1HPCI1RI1HEPFIHP3F3HIF WHAT THE FUCK WHAT FUCKXBABSKABDKSNSNS
I CANT I'M LOOKING AT THEM AND IM GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET I'M ROLLING AROUND MY BED IM WALKING ATOUND MY ROOM I CANT DO THIS IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH
THE KISS??????? THE GRIN???? THE EVERYTHING??????????
HE HAS TO PULL HIS TALL ASS DOWN IM GONNA CHOP HIS LEGS RGGAJZNAJZKAJZJIANZJSNSJSJSNWJKWKQKWKWKSJWKQW
SHAKING AND BITING MY PHONE I CAN'T DO THIS I DONT HAVE THE POWER ANYMORE IM WEAK IM TOO WEAK HZSKKSKSKSDYIGDJDYJFYKYKDZTJZYKSTJIDYDIYDYIDIYKDYDYIDYIIDYKDYDIYFUODIYIDYDYIDIYDKTIDDIYIFYDIYDYIITDIDYDITSUTUDTSUTSUTUSTTJZZTJSUTDITJGXIDYDYIZJTJGXDJTDTUUDTJTSSUTZYIJDTDJTDYIDYIDYIXYIXYKKXXKHKYDIYFWOUCYIFWKGXWLHVWLJCSHKCKSHXXGIQHCKAXYOSKCHQHKCHKCACHOSCQKHCSLHCSKHCLSUVSKHV

Why must your style be so soft GODDAMMIT/pos
#you successfully broke me I hope you're proud#UGHHHHH haven't thought of a ship name I'll come back to retag this once I do...#sobbing loudly UGH they're so....#harry's gift list#moot ask#pio occhibelli#fools' play#mlm
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Thena. A movie premiere with Gil. Very intrusive Paparazzis. For the actor au 👀
It was a barrage of flashes as soon as they were out of the car. Of course they couldn't expect otherwise. The movie was a huge hit, and with them playing leads in a studio hit again, they were bound to have press at their heels.
But this was insane. Gil wasn't sure if he'd ever been swarmed by fans and paparazzi alike in such a way. There were cameras everywhere, people holding out things for signing, screams on all sides.
Gil reached back before Thena put her feet to the red carpet. His hand closed around hers. "Don't let go."
Thena had done some modelling work over the summer, and with a few other projects she'd done coming out, she was the hottest commodity of the year. She had always been a star, but it really seemed like she couldn't take a step outside without being photographed.
And that wasn't good. It meant he had a harder time seeing her outside of work.
Gil held his hand out. Security was already on either side of them, flanking their exit and direct route into the building for the screening. He kept Thena's hand in his, tight but not enough to hurt her.
"Thena! Thena, can you sign this? Thena, we love you!"
All the voices blended together into one monstrous hivemind. Thena did her best to sign a few things. She couldn't see from all the flashes in her face, and he could tell she couldn't.
Fighting through as best he could, he eventually made it to the doorway. He looked around. A few of his security guys were with him, but Thena's weren't. And Thena wasn't either.
"What the hell?" he glared at them.
They looked affronted. They were hired for his security, after all.
But Gil growled at them, "you just left her there?!"
They had no response. Gil pushed back into the crowd, which was a hellish mass of undulating bodies at this point. Thena was surrounded on all sides. He could barely see the top of her blonde head amidst the chaos.
"Please, back up, just-" Thena was trying to reason with them, but they were pushing and shoving and deafeningly loud. There were placards and books and magazines being shoved at her from all angles. "Back up!"
Gil shoved a few people out of his way. This was beyond out of control. "She said back up!"
"Hey!" the guy most in her personal space protested to being pushed. He had some big photo of her printed on a canvas, shoving it at her for it to be signed. "What's the-"
Gil tossed the thing aside, grasping the jackass by the front of his shirt. "You don't fucking crowd her like that."
The dirt bag was easy to toss, like the trash he was. The security guys around her were trying to keep people at bay, although he didn't know how hard they were trying, since they certainly weren't fucking succeeding at anything.
He took Thena's hand in both of his, refusing to let it slip away from again. He pulled her with him, closer, keeping people away by any means necessary, if it meant kneeing, elbowing, shoulder checking.
He didn't pause at the doorway, either. Only once they were inside and the door was closed did he lean away from her at all. He glared at her security, who were shaking out their jackets. "What the fuck were you doing out there?! Because it certainly wasn't your jobs!"
"Gil," Thena put her hand on his chest.
"How the hell did anyone get that close to her?!" he bellowed at them. Although, by the second time Thena called to him his eyes were on her. He smoothed down the odd hair of hers that had gotten tousled in it all. He tilted his head. "Are you okay? You didn't get hurt, did you? Did anyone put their hands on you?"
His hands would be laid on anyone who did, was his point. But Thena shook her head, straightening herself out after the anarchy. He could see on her pale skin where people had pushed and shoved and grabbed.
Thena looked up at him as he slipped the fallen strap of her dress back onto her shoulder. Finally, she managed a small smile for him. "Thanks for the save."
He was happy to save her. But he had never considered it saving her before because there hadn't been any peril quite like that. He looked at the security again. "I'm serious, how was anyone able to just come up and get that close to her? Isn't your job to keep people away from her?"
"Look, it's crazy out there," one made a pitiful attempt at defending their poor performance. "We did what we could."
"Really?" Gil's face darkened. He put his hands on Thena's arms. He could feel her shaking. "Because I seemed to do a lot better than you guys at keeping those animals off of her, so tell me right now why I shouldn't ask each and every one of you to be replaced?"
No one had an answer to that.
He could try to beat it into their skulls how useless they were all night. But he had more important priorities. He pulled his jacket off, leaving himself in the mockneck sweater he had worn underneath. Once it was on Thena's shoulders - completely dwarfing her tiny frame - he put his hand at the small of her back.
"You'll get a reputation," she said, either chiding him or amused by him. "Acting like a beast while you're ushering me away from people."
"I think 'people' is being kind of generous in this situation," he scoffed, letting his disgust ring out loud and clear. "That's no way to behave."
Thena sighed. "It is the craziest I've seen it in some time. I may have to stop signings again, just until people can calm down. Unless the studio can arrange barricaded carpets."
They were going to work out something, Gil was certain of it. Because he wasn't going to watch Thena's bodily safety come into question like it just did. He leaned closer. "Are you sure you're okay? It was pretty scary in there."
She smiled, and he could tell she was trying to put on a brave front. But he knew he had felt her trembling when he'd touched her arm. "I admit, when they came over me like a tidal wave I didn't quite know what to do with myself. The others were there with me, but in one instant--I don't know, I lost sight of everyone."
How it was possible for her security to allow her to lose sight of them, he didn't know. But Gil swallowed that feeling. It wasn't constructive and it wasn't what Thena needed now.
"So, when I say thanks for saving me," she continued, putting her hand on his arm as they started climbing the stairs. "I mean it, now more than ever."
He put his hand over hers, letting her hold onto his arm properly while her other hand pulled her dress just enough to allow her to walk up each step. "I'll always be here to save you, Thena."
She let out a fluttery kind of laugh, although he couldn't see when she was looking away from him. "Don't say things like that."
"It's true," he protested. He could feel some of the tension leave her the further away from the screaming they got. "Those security guards may not be worth shit but I'd like to see anyone try what they tried tonight if they know I'm there."
He thought he was making her laugh; putting on a front, flexing for her like some dumb, macho tough guy. But she eyed his bicep in the half sleeve of the sweater, then looked up at him. And then she was blushing, out of nowhere.
He cleared his throat, finding himself flustered as well. Once at the top of the stairs, Thena didn't really need to hold onto him anymore. He paused, letting them catch their breath. "Are you ready?--to go in there, I mean."
She sighed, smaller than the last one, though. She nodded, her expression solidifying into more of the fearless Thena he had come to know. She looked at his jacket swaying around her like a cloak. "Won't you need this back? I'm sure your stylist will have something to say about me stealing it."
He kept imagining that creep's hands, how they had come so close to grasping her pristine ivory skin. He shook his head, helping her fan her hair out. "The oversized blazer look is a thing, and everything looks good on you."
Gil blushed again; he really had to stop saying these things to his very trusted and respected colleague.
Thena gave him a more sheepish smile as she adjusted her hold on his arm. "It's my armour, to protect me from the wilderness outside."
#Thenamesh Actors AU#an oldie but a goodie!#so this is a few things here#first that video of Joseph Quinn fixing Lupita Nyong'o's strap for her#second the videos of Angie being swamped by paparazzi just because...poor Ange#and third is the video of Tom Holland coming to Zendaya's rescue#basically Gil sees Thena get absolutely swamped and he is not here for it#not in the least#because also what is security there for if they can't actually create space for her#or do they need a dozen guys at once just for her if so make it happen#they make it to the screening#it's asked if they got through the crowds okay#Thena has a diplomatic answer while Gil says people are acting a fool#they ask about Thena's look#it's a silk gown with spaghetti straps completely swallowed by a men's blazer with the largest shoulders anyone has seen#but she's like oh I was cold Gil lent it to me isn't that sweet#meanwhile his stylist is like I swear to god just wear what I give you#and I mean Kingo is basically his stylist too since he's with Thena so much#and Kingo knew this was coming#and Thena plays it off like oh he's such a gentleman it's really sweet#meanwhile Gil is glaring at everyone on their Q&A panel so hard#of course the headlines are about a potential romance#Thena's jealous costar dares anyone to so much as look at her in a way he doesn't like#the tabloids are all WEARING EACH OTHER'S CLOTHES NOW???#Sprite is just like ugh get a room#Thena: he's just protective!#Gil: try to touch her I dare you I'll rip your arm clean off your body
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Penelope having an identical twin sister sounds so cool! Imagine her twin being called Felicity and the two switching places whenever they're bored. Who do you think would be able to tell them apart without any difficulty or hesitation?
interesting!
hmm. colin, undoubtedly would know without having to look. he would be able to tell by voice and steps alone. the back of her head even. he doesn't even think they look the same, let's be real.
violet would know.
eloise would not.
benedict and anthony would have been totally unaware there was two of them for like, 3 years.
kate would know.
hyacinth would know but mess with them to make them think she had no idea.
gregory would just be happy to be there.
fran would know half the time.
albion would know but phillipa wouldn't.
prudence does not care. harry is still not sure there's actually two of them.
portia would have no idea.
varley would know.
bonus: all of the featherington/bridgerton footmen and maids would know because colin only follows penelope around.
#asks#ashleebooksblog#penelope featherington#full disclosure: dated an identical twin once#could totally tell them apart#it was super easy for me like they could have never fooled me#i just *knew*
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im starting to think that im bringing you all down with me when it comes to my claycecil propaganda
#🗨️#not only did i have a mutual joke abt that once despite knowing nothing abt m/o but ive been getting asks abt it... you fools.#anyways claycecil will forever be real to me i will make it real i love old men kissing
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WHAT IF I DIED!!!! I AM DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#once again. lines I read at 2am last night and did not think were real#I had to reread this chapter to make sure#‘do you remember a time when I asked for you to stay beside me for the night’ uhhh which one#rote spoilers#fool’s assassin#rote
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Hey man I know you're scared of the new year and change but like. That change doesn't have to be one big life changing thing. You can discover a new song or band. Find out about a cool new hobby. Become friends. Make a piece of art you're really proud of. Take a different path home. Change is gradual
i can totally see where you're coming from . and i really appreciate the help you're trying to offer . but thiz doezn't really help . frankly
if anything . it'z just all the more scary
to never know when something will change – when i'll listen to my favorite track for the last time before i get sick of it . when i'll talk to someone for the last time before they inevitably leave – itz scary
and i don't exactly like to leave my comfort zone in the first place . so the chancez of discovering some fun new hobby are quite low – ive been stuck with drawing and writing for like four yearz already and i haven't exactly found anything else that stickz ://
i get that you're trying to help and i very much do appreciate it – i rarely get people willing to actually offer support or wordz of reassurance – but the fact nothing iz stationary iz still scary ; even the smallest of changez can snowball into something bigger . and the uncertainty of it all only makez it more horrifying
i do hope you have a good new year . kind soul – the best year you could have
#i don't have any more faith in making friendz honestly#fool me once . shame on you . fool me twice . shame on me#and such#im tired of the same outcome . so whatz even the point in trying#not to mention that i keep putting so much effort into art with no turnout . no satisfaction#im mostly doing it cuz i don't really have what else to do besidez rot in my own bed#it'll be over soon though . school startz in about a week and you'll be seeing less and less art postz#i tried to profit from thiz free time and failed#it doezn't matter anymore#it never mattered in the first place#shrug#asks#answered asks#my ask box#my inbox#spooky's postbox#im sorry for going all out venting with thiz post . but i don't have what else to say#what else iz there to be said#im a failure#an utter failure#sigh ...
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i just binged the entire fmo fic last night and i had to give you some love for it because it’s my new favourite thing. the characterisation is incredible and i loved the way you progressed the story; also the little hints of reader kinda becoming a bit angry and unstable but still being a strong and complex character in her own right is so cool. just everything about it is so so good, sending kisses <3
Thank you so much 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽. “Becoming unstable” made me laugh. That’s truly pookie for life. I’m so glad y’all see her in the way do. Sometimes it can be a bit difficult to write it bc I want reader to have the space to have some agency while also being very realistic about the life/death circumstances and the very patriarchal world she lives in. It makes her do “good” and “bad” things
Anyway here’s a little sneak peak at part 10 👀


#this Barbie is a queen slayer#LMAO#but she’s going through a lot#contemplating A LOT#and poor nyra… truly not understanding how dangerous this is. trust is a funny thing when you feel like you have no one else#if reader was an actual character this would be when team black starts calls her a raging misogynist like they do Alicent 😭#like sorry shes trying to get her kids back oh well 🤷🏽♀️#and she thinks safety means having aegon on the throne rightly or wrongly#if the realm was pissed about nyra being queen.. imagine the things that would be said about a bastard.. sorry jace 🤷🏽♀️#fool me once asks
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Something I’ve been watching people comes to terms with is that a lot of people don’t care about propaganda or truth or information because they don’t want to be inconvenienced or challenged—so they simply don’t make room for it and are shocked when it imposes on them anyway
#off topic#not fiber arts#that’s including me#I thought people would want to know when they’re being misled#the answer is generally ‘no’#unless they already like and trust you#and then they’ll make an exception#part of the reason disinformation campaigns work is because once people have incentive to believe something#(like for instance not admitting they were fooled)#they are much less likely to believe any new evidence and are basically impossible to reach via reason#I actually spent years learning how to apologize and admit when I was wrong#sure I still suck at it but now I have practice confronting my mistakes#anyway no one else did#so my attempts at growth feel pointless (they are not pointless it’s just upsetting knowing I was held to this fantastically high standard#that no one else was)#once the propaganda is used to espouse truth the pendulum will swing back#and people will ask for ‘proof’ of the inanest most obvious things#this sounds less bad but it’ll lead to serious breakdowns in communication since they won’t be able to ‘prove’ things for themselves#which is why education is so important and critical thinking skills and various kinds of literacy#shouldn’t be paywalled behind ivory towers
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Anonymous asked:
Does he believe that he would be spurned by the archon if his heritage came out?
Ask me anything and I’ll answer honestly, but only with yes and no.
«No».
#【 ic | fool you once; fool you twice. 】#{{ SHAKES YOU; ANON. WHEN I GET YOU; ANON. ANON; WHEN I GET YOU ----- }}#{{ how dare you ask this for a simple yes or no meme!!!!! the answer!!!!!!!!!!! is much too complicated!!!!!!!!! }}#{{ but ultimately: would that be a desirable outcome? no. }}#{{ but is Kae subtle about it? Also no. Kae knows Venti knows something. }}#{{ we've seen Kaeya provoke Venti on multiple occasions to see if the guy comes clean about what he knows }}#{{ just think of the time kaeya attended venti's poem classes and wrote a “poem” fully in hilichurlian }}#{{ WHEEZE. }}#{{ Kaeya and Venti....... their relationship is very complicated. It's like they both know that each have their secrets }}#{{ Yet still feel the need to tease and provoke }}#{{ and sometimes fully act playful about the entire thing }}#{{ the topic of Kaeya and archons gives me a headache; if I'm honest. a good headache. complicated stuff right here }}#{{ but also; consider this: Venti is even more avoidant than Kaeya is }}#{{ I KNOW. IT'S POSSIBLE --------- shocking }}
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